Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Though It's Deep, Though It's Dark, Though You May Lose The Path

OH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
Electricity is wonderful. Especially after 5 days without it.

So a while ago, before WINTER STORM 2006, I went to Jersey Callbacks for Village Theatre. I understand a lot of it is cast already, and it's an awesome cast. I'm very proud of the girl who got Angie since she's been working very hard to get that part. Sometimes things work out the way they should, and I love that. That's not to say that any of the other girls auditioning shouldn't have gotten it, and I love a lot of them as well, but I've been sort of rooting for the one who got it. Yay.

Saw Fairystories on Wednesday after finishing my last final. It was cute, and the cast was really good especially Beth and my favorite 15-year old.

Then... the winds came Thursday night. Oh boy. There are pictures, which will be uploaded to a computer at some point. Really devastating winds, knocked out the power forever. Most got it back by Saturday or Sunday. I was bored as shit for most of it. Thank god Sunday night there was a party to go to. YAY for people I haven't seen in forever.

Audition on Monday at CLO. Sucked. I looked HOT though, which has got to count for something. And Dame discovers she can be trendy. Thank god it was Monday or Pervy Quartet Guy would've been unbearable. As it was two guys volunteered to be my faux boyfriend so he'll lay off. Guy #1 could only be faux, and wouldn't be really convincing since he happens to be married as Guy #2 pointed out, but I'm a little disappointed that Guy #2 would only pretend. Oh well.

I got my power back tonight. Tuesday. Oh happy day. I went and checked all three emails, Myspace and Facebook. Of course, silly me, there were not the concerned emails or emails announcing Christmas parties that I had hoped, but I'm still happy to have communications restored.

I thought I'd be less depressed with the power and internet access, and yet it all feels strangely hollow. If I was less of a loser I'd be hanging out with a group of friends or something, but I don't really have a group of friends to hang out with. I was so bored I wandered the mall and bugged the quartet people while they were singing. I know everyone, but I'm not really close to anyone, which is hard, but I think it's partly my fault. Here I go, getting maudlin. I blame the holidays, they always make me feel really lonely.

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